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Well, good afternoon.

I could tell that I'm losing my interest to blog every single day. Came back home, puts down the bag and just staring into blank space. Some people said that I'm having depression and some said that it's just me.

I'm gonna feel very lonely after I graduate, either to ITE or after Secondary 5. It's confirmed. My maid's gonna leave for her country very soon.

Why is everyone drifting away from me..?

Oh well, part and parcel of life. I guess I'm left with my only kin, my mother. Sigh. The only problem that ills me is that I may suffer from depression after 2009.

I'm also starting to feel jealous of almost every one already.

You can choose to ignore this post though, because I had lost the need and interest for blogging and I'm tired.

That's all.

Thank you, readers. May God bless you.

Seriously.. When am I gonna get happy days?
It's like everyday, I'm gonna get frustrated at least once!

So, back to today..

Kinda disappointed with my English composition, 19/30. Yeah, Mr Sandhu said that my performance in English is getting from good to bad, thankfully. Those who got 15 and below, work hard and read more books, try to speak English at all times! Like what the Vice-Principal said (Can't remember the name..), English is a must for Junior College, ITE and Polytechnic! Conclusion, better start brushing up on English and save your regrets after the N levels! I took a peek at the stack of test papers Mr Sandhu passed to me for keeping. I got a 39/80.

Just when getting 19/30 isn't bad enough, it just got worse..
39/80? Seriously, John, you should receive a smack on your damn fug face.

Next was Physics, got mixed up in the seating arrangement and sat down on the floor for 1 hour straight. Zzz, feeling discouraged as others were looking on us.. Couldn't recall any of the theories from the past chapters Mr Chan taught. Yeah, another bad one..

Social Studies. Go figure.

Recess time was boring.. Nuff said.

Chinese was next. Feeling outcast once again, me and Chungaik sat at one corner.. Halfway through the lesson, I accidentally banged the table and the teacher ordered me to head down to the GESS center. Bad, bad, bad, bad.. Unbearable.

Finally a lesson without any negative events, but I was dang tired, so I can't concentrate fully, so much for "finally"..

Having such a bad day, I do not have the mood to go for the D&T workshop anymore. I was demoralized, literally. No comments please, really, it's the worse day ever.

And lastly, I lamented for the whole afternoon. Thinking back on what was right and wrong. So I decided to be more serious in my work, stop playing games (Kinda hard to kick off the addiction, but I'll try..) and start revising already. Having such crappy results, really, it kinda want to make you puke..

Btw, I have something to say.
Suying is heading for America to further her studies after her O levels, and thus, we can't be together anymore. Her dad is forcing her to apply for a PR in America and yeah, nothing can be done. There isn't really any choices left, and I really don't wanna stress her anymore. Sorry, Suying, if I have stressed you a lot. And to my friends, don't bother mentioning her name to me anymore, instead, think about your lives and treasure those around you.

I'll emphasize this again, do not ever say or criticize her name in front of me. Don't go overboard. If you deserved it, you'll get it hard, real hard.

That's all for today.

Tagboard will be removed until things have settled down.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you.

One word: FUXK!

*Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !@#@$#%#%^&^*^@&&%&())!!!!!!!

How it happened..
The floor was wet, and I slipped and fall.
At the same time, my thigh got slashed two times from a sharp edge *forgot what it is..*

It wasn't that painful, but it's already painful to stare at that deep wound..

No mood to blog longer..

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I need your help.. >_>

EDIT: Some quiz Mr Hell asked me to do.

Answer the following questions:

1)The person who tagged you was?
A: Choooon Arryek (LOL)

2)Your relationship with him/her?
A: Friends.

3)Your 4 impressions of him/her?
A:
Emolistic (No. 1)
Lovey Dovey (Ewww, but nice)
Victim of dirty jokes!
JIEMIN! (So obvious please..)

4)Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
A: Eh, punching me like a punching bag maybe? LOL. Nah, he's done a lot, like helping up to clean the class on Wednesday!

5)Most memorable words she had said to you?
A: Titration, Thailand, Taiwan.

6)If he/she becomes your lover,you will?
A: HELL NO! There's no way I'm gonna castrate my pole.

7)If he/she become your lover,what are the things he/she has to improve on?
A: Read Question 6, DUDE!

8)If he/she becomes your enemy,you will?
A: Neutral..

9)If he/she becomes your enemy,what's the reason?
A: Something like laughing at me when I read Chinese! (WTF t(-.-t)

10)The thing you desire to do most for him/her will be?
A: Kill him, smack him, slam him and laugh at him. *evil laughs*

11)Overall impression of him/her?
A: Mr Nice Guy. LOL.

12)How do you think people around will feel about you?
A: They'll feel that I'm a necessity and a precious resource. (People call me *oil*, and yeah, WTF for goodness's sake!)

13)A good trait you love about yourself?
A: A belly that can perform Kallang Waves.

14)A character trait that you hate about yourself?
A: A born slacker.

15)A person you want to be?
A: A successful person, married to a wonderful wife (HOOO!) and die peacefully. I'm a simple person, really.

16)Say something to the people who care for you!
A: Is there? Only one! SUYING! I LOVE YOU! =D

Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you.

#1 Suying
#2 Derrick
#3 Jiemin
#4 Weeleng
#5 Swee Hong
#6 Cheng Jun
#7 Hock Zheng
#8 Rachel
#9 Boon Keat
#10 Gary

Who is #6 having a relationship with?
A: His dream wife. Maybe?

Is #9 a male or female?
A: Male.

If #7 and #10 are together,would it be a good thing?
A: They are not gays..

How about #8 and #5?
A: Sounds nice? LOL.

What's #2 currently studying about?
A: On the mission to find his perfect girl, and English!

When was the last time you talked to #3?
A: Yesterday.

What kind of music does #8 like?
A: Heavy Metal and Rock.

Does #1 have any siblings?
A: 2 sisters!

Will you woo #3?
A: Later I kena whacked arh.

How about #7?
A: WTF.

Is #4 single?
A: I think so?

What's #5's surname?
A: Tan

How about #10?
A: Lim

#4's hobby?
A: Online games!

Do #5 and #9 get along?
A: Dangerous question..

Where does #2 study at?
A: Gan Eng Seng School.

Say something casual about #1?
A: Chit-Chat princess! Super healer! Kuchi Kuchi victim, LOL!

Where does #9 live?
A: Police Station, LOL.

Are #5 and #1 best friends?
A: No way! Hell no!

Does #7 like #2?
A: LOL!

How do you get to know #2?
A: After I retained and on the first day of 2007.

Does #1 have any pets?
A: Kittens and terrapins.

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
A: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

What a day!
*no other words to express it..*

But but.. Why does violence have to get involved in everything? Be it settling matters, revenge, you name it. That was one of the incidents that happened today. Violence is ridiculous and it doesn't solve anything at all. I punched you, you punched me, I punched you, you punched me and so on so forth. It's an endless cycle, for goodness's sake!

And yeah, I can't stand short-tempered people as well. It's like touching a pool of lava, you'll get scalded even with a slight touch.

I can't understand people these days. Why do some people even come to school? They come to school, sleep all day long and just head back home. I can understand if you're sleeping during a free period, where the subject teacher isn't around and a relief one comes in, but sleeping during a lesson? N levels are like 143 days away, and it's very, very short. Some of the people in our class have got to wake up if they still want their future to be smooth! Otherwise, success is unachievable! I doubt anyone will read this paragraph, but if it even helps one person, I'm satisfied.

One perfect example of the above paragraph is during Miss Mah's lesson. I'm very sure you got eyes and not partially blind, you can tell that almost half of the class are having their naps. It's really pathetic, upon hearing that Miss Mah actually brings aces to her Chemistry classes, our class is a gone case. Likewise for Physics too, but are people afraid of Mr Chan and paying attention in class just for the sake of it, or are you really putting his words and tips in your brain and revising? Well, I'm not you, you're not me, so go figure.

So far, the only successful lessons I ever had was Mathematics, English, Physics, Chemistry, D&T and Humanities (Both History and SS) ranked at the bottom. History is performing well already since the last two days. Notice that there's a difference from today's History lesson compared to the past ones? And yo, SS is really hopeless, literally. I can only count on myself to excel in it.

And lastly, don't wait for fate, destiny, luck, hope or whatever bullshit, I believe that you, yourself, create your future with your own bare hands, and not trusting in something that is simply bullshit.

That's all for my mini rant.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, good luck for the O levels! I love you! =D

As stated above, it's another bad day.

Firstly, Maths test. I failed to complete 3-4 questions and that freaking sucks. I think I'm gonna fail again, shucks, 3 fails and only 1 pass for CA1. Well, all I can hope for is just a pass now..

Lastly, people this morning in the bus were treating me as toxic. I know my looks are ugly, but why are they so irritated by my looks? I'm not a monster, just a human being and they always judge the book by its cover. I'm sick of this, man. It's either there will be a 2-3m radius of space around me or I'm left alone. Unless I really look like serial killer..

Overall, it's just a bad day. Luckily, I managed to hold my temper, and not shout.

Oh well, I think I'm growing old because of all the anger..

And hackers had targeted two of my friends in Cabal. Both Lv. 100, and got hacked, 45 million of Alz and Upgrades Cores (High) all gone. What's up with hackers these days.. Why hack a month's effort of training and fun? These people really have no heart at all, absolutely no remorse whatsoever.

That's it for today, hopefully tomorrow's a better day, I HOPE!

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I love you!

*scratches here, scratches there*

Yeah, I got three *love bites* from mosquitoes this morning. Not painful, but it's irritating! I got a big lump of *love* on my right cheek, but I covered it with my hand to prevent embarrassment. One of the occasional days when I got bitten thrice in a few minutes, *lovely* indeed.

Well, there's nothing much to update for today.
I mean, I can't be like updating about school almost everyday. It would be rather boring for the readers! And no, don't expect some hot pornography coming up any sooner!

Lemme put on my thinking cap for the next day.

Well, that's all.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I need a *kuchi-kuchi smooch*! LOL!